To seek the truth beneath the rose

2010-02-27T14:59:00.002Z

Worksop College is a fucking fucked up place. This is based on a number of reasons: 1) Almost everything is blocked on the internet, and it goes to the extent that i cant even view my own blog. Also, im doing a presentation on aliens, but i cant do ANY research on it, because aliens falls under occult and supernatural, so its blocked as well. 2) We cant even get to go town because we are full boarders and cant go home, and so they think they can just randomly change our games time so in the end we fucking get stuck in school, and worse still, nobody told us we couldnt go till like right before we were about to go, so we didnt know about it earlier on in the week, so for those of us who had prep to do on wednesday and decided to go town on saturday instead, we couldnt go. Im fucking getting so pissed off with this fucking place, and i seriously cant wait to go to my new school, which is easily 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 times better than this school. Worksop college, you suck.

2010-02-07T13:32:00.001Z

Not long till i leave this God Damn place. Fucking selfish people, and Fucking censored internet. I cant even go to my own blog and read my own post. Fuck

Thank you for this lesson

2010-01-04T13:43:00.003Z

Given your character, you would definitely have posted something.

Youre obviously trying to pretend, and shut up about the "you mean nothing to me" bullshit.

You know it.

Hopefully one day, and that it comes very soon, you'll face something that you truly regret and by then, nobody will and wants to forgive you.

It will come, and I'll be waiting.

"kthxbye"

*puke*

2009-12-27T18:07:00.002Z

Hello, back to blogging again.

The skl has blocked blogger as well, so ill no longer be able to post during term time:(

Well, hope everyone had a nice xmas(but I guess not, seeing that everyone has been whining on fb)

Flight back to Sg was fun, except i got so pissed off about our seats, that I got angry with candace etc at the airport:(

Then, on the plane, the seat was fucking horrible.

Fucking crybaby in our cabin, and Im sure somebody puked halfway thru!

Then the krisworld crashed halfway, so went to sleep instead.

Back in Sg, went home, parents said sim card was lost, so got pissed off.

Then wifi wasnt working either, so got even more pissed(and this was just the first few hours back home)

So decided to sleep.

But woke up at 3am+++ then went out to living room at 7am to watch harry potter(5th), and then at 10++ prepared to go out.

Then went popular to meet hannah and Jingyang first, before meeting Yh(who was late!!!!!)

Then cut hair, which was ok(?) I suppose

Then Fann Wong was at Roxy, but I didnt see her, so I was sad( thr was a pic of me being sad)

Then walked around, took lots of pics in the corridor, and in Borders(we're nerds:))

Then nth much, went home.

Prepared, and off we go to airport.

Dad almost bought me a macbook, but I said no:(

Then plane was old and shit, and the movies werent on demand, so I slept instead.

Reached hk, eyes started to itch, and runny nose and cough.

Then home, ate oxtail, which dropped on my new white shirt, but was alright cuz the shirt had brown patches originally, so couldnt tell:)

Then at night, horrible.

Coughed and runny nose non stop(dust)

Then next day, met relatives for lunch, then shopped.

Cant rmb much.

Oh, we bumped into Amanda and Eve at Causeway Bay!

Then next day, I think we met up with Amanda and Candace, and walked about.

Then went home, put stuffs, then walked with candace, down to pp:)

Took lots of pics.

Spoilt her boots too:PPPP

Then nth much?

Then next day, I think, went to Tsim Sha Tsui, then had lunch with yeye and friends, and candace was thr!

Yeye's friend tried to trick yeye's friend's wife by saying that Candace was my mum, but looked different cuz she did plastic surgery!!!HAHAHAHAHAH! Then his friend's wife was like ?!?!??!?!?!?!?!??! NO ITS NOT !!!! etc etc....hahah!

Then we went out to shop, and i tried to look for my leather jacket.

Then dont have, i got pissed, and we went for dinner.

And i fucking made a waiter trip on my foot, and flew two tables forward with two trays of things.

Loud crash.

Dramatic effect.

I was "Oh shit"

Then rushed to harbour city to get the jacket(finally they had the size), but then didnt like it, so wasted a trip.

Then next day, cnt rmb much.

Then Disney.

Lots of fun, lots of pics.

3 times space mountain.

Golden mickeys, 3D show, Mad Hatters teacup party, merry go round-.-, tarzan ride, buzz lightyear thing, and the thing that went up and down(and Hin pressed it to go up , just abit, and went back down cuz he said it was too high-.-!!!! Candace and arthur were begging him to go up all the way!!!!!!HAHAHA!)

Then nth much.

Went to causeway bay for dinner at macau cafe.

Then took lots of pics too.

Then i fucking saw a shop that sold tarantulas and reptiles!!!!!!!

Then nth much.

Stayed over at aunt's place the day we went out with amanda and candace, cooked lasagne and teriyaki chicken, and aunt cooked pesto:)))))

Cooked all the way till 10++++++pm

Then nth much, got 2 new Jackets, nice nice.

Both from Zara.

Then nth lor.

Xmas party was boring, food wasnt that nice:((((

Sang xmas carols

Then home, packed.

Then didnt really sleep, till 3?, and woke at 4.30 to pack, and off we go to airport at 5am!!!!

Then at airport, ate burger king, bought a new disney mug, and plane.

It was good?

New plane, so rather ok.

But after we took off, there was a very long turbulence alr,lol

Watched, erm, 500 days of summer, and at the end, changed to GI Joe, and fell asleep.

When i woke up, i was like"Thats nice, the krisworld knows i want to watch GI Joe and changed to it for me" so i restarted the movie by slowly rewinding it, and once it reached the beginning, i fell asleep again,lol.

Then reached home.

Did nth much, then went to pp to meet yuan hui, cass, jy and hannah!

nth much luh

Went to Meidi-ya after that, got our xmas dinner stuffs!

And at night, i fucking went to sleep at 9Pm, and missed out cutting my dad's bday cake:((((

Really too tired.

Then nth much.

Today went paragon, then Ngee Ann city, then Wisma, then ion orchard.

All i got were eye drops-.-

Tmr, revision has to start:(

Must must must get all As for mocks!

2009-11-27T21:35:00.002Z

Hello, back again.

So many things have happened.

I finally realised im definitely a real outcast , from uk and sg.

Well anw, i went to that skl.

Bloody amazing.

I will want to go there.

Getting the scholarship results on tues, hope i get it!

I cant post anything on blogger cuz the stupid fucking skl blocked it.

Lots to do, so little time:(

Im really lost not now and dont know wot to do

2009-11-01T23:53:00.003Z

Half term has been awesome:D

Managed to rest, managed to finish most of my prep, except the fucking english coursework-.-

I really dont want to start on it, but have to:(

Then changed my hair colour like four times! Its a lovely shade of grey and green now:D

And am fucking nauseous now cuz i had a drink too much:(

It was stupid, when i went to the toilet , i had a headache and blacked out. When i woke up, i was on the floor, and my head was hurting like fuck.

Damn.

Alright well, list of things i have to do before the year ends:

1)Patch up with all the friends i have lost/offended recently.

2)Do well for maths module 1.

3)Get muscular or thin, either one.

4)Pass the scholarship test.

5)Get rid of my depression.

6)Be more sociable.

7)Be less sensitive.

8)Be less extreme.

9)Contribute more to the house.

10)Grow tall!!!

11)Get rid of my bad temper.

12)Get better at sports(preferably hockey and swimming)

13)Get rid of my 'last min study rush' attitude.

14)Improve my english.

15)Be less weird:)

16)Sing better

16 things to do , 2 months left:)

Hope i can do everything i've said:D

2009-10-16T18:05:00.001+01:00

Damn, half term soon.

Might go to some fucking place.

If you dare give me a fucking place to spend my half term, i'll find a place myself, you fat bitch.

Will post during half term.

If i can fucking finish my tons of coursework.

2009-10-16T18:00:00.001+01:00

Omg hypocritical bitch.

2009-09-10T08:09:00.002+01:00

Brrrrrrrrr!!! The pool was fucking freezing yst!!!

After like an hour of swimming( almost non stop), everyone was still cold and decided not to swim anymore.

The pool was just like iced water.

My joints hardened, and clicked, my muscles stiffened, my face was all numb, and i had leg cramps(kindof), and when i got out of the water, i went so so red!!!

Hope its not like that next week.

Cant wait to go back.

97 days:(

2009-09-08T07:09:00.003+01:00

Skl has started:(

Jy hannah cass yc george and my parents came to send us off.

Our luggage was fucking overweight by like almost 20 kg:(

Then had to remove the mooncakes, but at least i got my 100 packets of noodles:D

Then, finished my prep on the flight:DDDDDD

But only watched like 4 movies(?):Jumanji,Terminator 2: judgement day,xmen origins, wolverine (something like that) and night of the museum:(

Then reached the airport, couldnt find the driver, scary.

Then after walking around for damn long, finally found him.

Then, reached skl at around 11.30?

And started unpacking till about 12+, then finally slept.

Then woke up at 6 to unpack, and after i finished unpacking, halsall came in to say he might change the rooms-.-

Then first lesson was pe, which was rather ok:badminton.

Then ccf was fucking boring, and everyone ignored me. Used to it, arent i.

Then, maths, very boring.

Ok then yst was ok, no swimming yet tho, should start today.

Then whole of yst, all the lessons, i was ignored by everyone, except a few, but still, i hate it.

I must try and speak and talk to ppl, but i just cant, dont know why.

Then went to sleep really early last night, cuz roommates were quiet, yay!

Then today, breakfast, my point to rhys was proven, ppl see him, and they dont see me.

Cant wait to go home, 98 days:(

2009-08-31T20:23:00.000+01:00

Uh Oh, I think i Fucked something up:O

2009-08-31T19:27:00.003+01:00

Exams are coming, and yet lots of ppl are having fun everyday, going out with lots and lots of friends.

And yet, its my First ,Special, Long & Supposedly Fun Summer, and yet here i am on my bed everyday, just hiding at home, with no friends to go out with.

Ah fuck it.

2009-08-28T20:03:00.001+01:00

I NEED TO MAKE LASAGNE ONE MORE TIME BEFORE I GO BACK!

2009-08-21T20:06:00.002+01:00

Gosh, i havent posted for almost a week.

Well last sat, went vivo with yuan hui and we couldnt find her bag!!!

And i saw a pair of shades @ Pull and Bear and i loved it, well i loved 2 pairs, but each costed 60 bucks! FML!

So me, being filial and saving money , did not get it:(( sad

then, went clarke quay, and played the Gmax bungy!

Totally awesome and mind blowing!

I remembered how scared we were and didnt wna buy the tics at first, then after that bought the tics alr, got on and waited.

We saw the elastic thing reach the top and knew that it was about to launch, and got so scared, and WHOOSH!

So damn scary, and fun!

I have this phobia of falling into rivers etc etc, so sometimes when i cross bridges, im very scared.

Fun fun.

Costed 30 bucks for a short while of fun-.-

Wna go again!

Well, on tues, josh kwek came over and swam and sun tanned with me, and im officially tanned now!

Well just a bit.

Then swam quite alot, but didnt finish my 70 laps.

Rushed to pp

Then met up with hannah cass and jy at macs.

Then walked around.

Then met up with clara .

Then fionna.

Then went to hawker and had porridge for lunch, yum.

Then clara left.

Then went to cut hair.

Wanted to dye my hair but mum said no cuz ex, lol.

Then nth much.

Then i havent ran since last wed! CUZ MY DAD KEEPS KP-ING ABOUT THE TIME I WANT TO RUN!!!FML!!!

Then, havent swam since tues, so fucking getting fat too.

Went dentist today.

Pain!

Two cavities!

Then went pp, bought hair dye, wanted to meet up with yh to study but didnt.

Then ate scoopz ice cream, which is very yummy!And fattening

Then home.

Then lazed around.

Then well dyed my hair, well highlight, but i cant see the diff yet.

Better than being too different and getting scolded by mum again.

Oh did i mention my hairstyle looks like a butch's hairstyle?

GRoss.

Modelling and Doctoring, HERE I COME!!!!!!!!

Alright not in the mood for lame colourings anymore!

2009-08-15T22:13:00.003+01:00

GOAL FOR SUMMER HOLS:

Gain Confidence by sept 1st!

Will talk about today after my haircut or so!

2009-08-14T20:32:00.003+01:00

Today i watched Dark Water(English Version)

Surprisingly, i wasn't scared.

Instead, i was sad.

The ending was so sad, how Cecilia lost her mother, and how she reminisced the times spent with her mother , and how happy it was.

Then i thought about something i've never even bothered to think about.

Something which made me feel so fortunate and safe.

Home.

Family.

They are the ones who will not make fun of us and will listen to wotever we say without laughing or criticising like how critics or rivals do.

They provide for us.

They help us.

They protect us.

They make us feel safe.

And yet, when we grow up, we think about going out to spend 'quality' time with friends.

We think about spending money on getting piercings, tattoos, clothes,booze, games, accessories, food, hair colourings.

And yet, we dont think about how we can spend money to get a small gift for our parents , a meal at a fancy restaurant, so everyone can sit down and have a hearty talk.

We dont think about helping our parents, making them happy or providing for them.

And yet, we've never thought about wot our future will be, when they are no longer around to protect us, when we have to face the hostilities of the society , alone.

When that happens, and we wish we were young again, it will all be too late.

2009-08-13T21:05:00.001+01:00

Quote of the day:

"all humans are born with the ability to be attracted to both sexes"

2009-08-12T20:03:00.001+01:00

And i've decided:

I WILL GET ANOTHER TONGUE PIERCING SOON!

2009-08-12T19:51:00.002+01:00

Alright, felt like saying some things!

Its amazing how some ppl are racists against their own race, and treats those ppl of other race/ppl whom are greatly influenced by the other race, as tho they are sovereign!

Wot a load of bollocks!

Then, well there are loads of back stabbing and multiple faced ppl whom are terrifying! Utterly terrifying!

It just scary to think how these ppl might be one of our best friends, and that they could be backstabbing you when youre reading this post!

Brrrr!

If my posts sounds like im directing it at you, then you're just feeling guilty:)

2009-08-12T14:56:00.003+01:00

Yst was so nerve wrecking!

From fri till yst, i was SOOO excited and scared!

Thinking" omg, wot do i have to do?"" Omg, are my parents gonna stare at me and give me pressure?"" are they gonna find me too fat!?"etc etc

Then Preparing the clothes was SO troublesome!

Didnt have much formal wear!

And all my clothes were so, YUCKS!

Urgh!

Then finally, reached the place, and make up etc, and it was weird!

My face looked like wax!

HAHHAA!

Then the rest was ok!

Then went vivo.

Had burgers for the whole day!

First, breakfast( at 2pm) was mcdonald's sausage mcmuffin with egg!

Then, lunch( at 4++pm) was burger king"s double mushroom swiss!

Then dinner (at 9++pm) was carl's jr's thick burger!

YUM!

Fattening tho!

Then sis got the Samsung Ultratouch!

NICE PHONE!

Then ran at night!

Then slept at 9am!

LOL

My timing's all fucked!

Well, woke up at 3pm, cleaned room etc and went for a tan + swim!

Then i think i got a bit darker!

But i stayed like 1 hour + in the sun!!!!URGH!

Then had lunch at like 6++pm, and dinner at 8++pm:D

Alright, i think talking about my life is so pointless.

Well, are we lucky or not?

Is Singapore the worst geologically located country?

Well, full solar eclipse, and WE had to miss it!

Then now its the Perseid Meteor Shower, and yet we have to miss it again!

Why can we never experience nice things, like snow!

But then, when there are disastrous cyclones, hurricanes, typhoons, tornadoes, devastating Earthquakes, horrendous Tsunamis ,volcano eruptions ,Troublesome Floods and Blizzards, Singapore is lucky to only watch it on news, and escape all these things.

So,are we lucky or not?

2009-08-08T20:06:00.001+01:00

I must run tomorrow!

5km, 33 minutes!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-08T20:06:00.000+01:00

I must run tomorrow!

5km, 33 minutes!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-08T19:52:00.001+01:00

I want a very sharp and straight nose!!!!

I want to lose fats and gain lean muscles!

I want to be famous(teehee:P)

I want ....erm havent thought of it yet:D

2009-08-05T15:11:00.003+01:00

It hurts so much to know how close friends can be backstabbers, and yet enemies/aquaintance can be those who speak up for you and help you.

It's scary to know how everyone just backstabs and bitches about others, and when one of them isnt around, the whole group bitches about that person.

It's horrendous how everyone just forgets about the promises they have made.

It's saddening how things you own are just temporary, and wont be able to stay with you.

It's pitiful how we can see people in need, and yet we wont even bother helping them, even if it could be just helping them across the road, or donating unused stuffs, or donating blood.

This world is just complicated and everyone's just acting.

How do you know wot's real and wot's not?

How do you know your best friend is REALLY your best friend?

How do you know your prized possession is not just fake, and will disappear anytime?

How do you know your Husband/Wife will not run off after few days/weeks/months/years of marriage, and totally ignoring the promise at the altar, the promise 'till death do us part'?

How do you know wot's right and wrong, when truth can seem so fake, and lies can seem so real?

We have to do something about the world which is burning at our hands.

Stop lies, and fulfill your promises, and soon, the world will change for a better place, hopefully:)

Speaking of helping others, there's a Race against Cancer on 23rd august, which is to help cancer patients.

Go to this link to know more about it!

2009-07-25T16:13:00.003+01:00

Time passes by so quickly.

So fast and its POP alr, even tho i left long ago.

But, somehow i feel sad(?)

We all bonded in a way we didnt think we would, and i was just part of the comm for 3 months, and yet i'll never forget the time we spent tgt, Beijing comm meetings, POP planning, all the Performances,NBC and i think thats all i did with the comm:(

But ,well, i dont really know how to describe my feelings now.

Now, when i come back to SG, when i go to band, the sec 4s are no longer around, and everything will be so different, and i doubt i'll even go back to band anymore, cuz i can only visit like less than 10 ppl, and everytime im back, i just sit there quietly, not interrupting, and bored, and chat with some ppl, but now its just over.

Everyone will just drift apart, and soon, Sg will be a place where only home matters, and nothing else.

Time just passes by so quickly.

Too quickly.

Question Marks

2009-07-24T20:57:00.003+01:00

Why the Fuck do i have to be Anti-Social ALL the time?

Why the Fuck do i care so much about wot ppl Think of me?

Why the Fuck am i so worried about letting others know my Secret, when lots of others already know?

Why the Fuck am i so Fucking Petty and Weird and Emotional and Sensitive?

Why the Fuck do i Assume all the time?

Why the Fuck am i so Dependent on others?

Why the Fuck am i so Scared of Loneliness, and yet do things to Make myself Lonely?

Why the Fuck am i always Finding Problems with Everything?

Why the Fuck am i not Satisfied with things i have?

Why the Fuck am i so Vain?

Why the Fuck do i feel Inferior cuz im FAT, UGLY ,STUPID ,WEIRD and *SECRET*?

Why the Fuck do i even Exist?

Repent and pray for Forgiveness:(

2009-07-23T10:05:00.004+01:00

It's time that i go apologise to each and every one that i've offended.

Things cant go on the way it is now, i really have to do this.

Well, to those whom are reading this post, im sorry for everything i've done

and made you upset,or angry at any point , i might have ps-ed you,

lied to you, made you angry, make remarks about you, teased you, backstabbed you and

anything else.

I'm really sorry, and i hope you'll Forgive me.

2009-07-22T19:10:00.002+01:00

Urgh, today was supposed to be special, for 2 reasons:

1)I was supposed to go pp and have porridge with Jy, Hannah, Cass and Yehching,

and it's the first time this hols that we can ALL go out tgt,

but then they had o lvl listening, and could only make it if it was earlier,

and i was really tired, so i decided not to go:(

SORRY!

2)And today's the solar eclipse day! Whippee! But then, off all the days, it had to be cloudy and stormy today, so we couldnt see anything. Fuck. It was the only chance i could see a solar eclipse in my life, unless my life is long enough and i can see the year 2130++ solar eclipse:(

I stayed up all night for nothing!!!

2009-07-18T20:24:00.002+01:00

FAMISHED NOW!!!!!!!!ARGH!!!!!!

I NEED TO STOP EATING LIKE 10 MEALS A DAY!!!!!!!!!

ITS GONNA MAKE ME BLOAT UP LIKE A BALLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!

On the bright side, im gonna have steamboat buffet at vivo tmr:DDD

WAIT, THATS SUPPOSED TO BE BAD AS WELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND I HAVE TO LEAVE HOME BY 12 NOON ,WHEN I USUALLY WAKE UP AT 4PM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

AND I FUCKING SHOULD BE ASLEEP, BUT DONT KNOW WHY IM DOING QUIZZES ON FACEBOOK!

Everything's gone wrong

2009-07-13T16:32:00.003+01:00

This holiday is a huge mistake.

My life is a mistake.

Why did i leave singapore?

Why

Now i cant stand uk, and my friends in sg cant stand the new me.

I wish time would just , reverse?

I want it to be september hols 2008 forever and ever.

Now i realise im just crap in the hearts of some ppl i think who are impt.

And yet i didnt realise how much of a bestie i was to someone.

Im sorry

I know this post is stupid, and i might hurt some ppl even more, but i've to say this.

I made a mistake.

Again

I'm sorry

Change

2009-07-09T17:25:00.006+01:00

Why did i lose a friend just by making a random comment, the only thing i could have said, because we have nth in common anymore.

I was right, you are a stranger now.

I knew you very well back then, but the new you?

Not anymore.

You say i dont know you well enough.

Then, let me ask you, why was your priority ,at the beginning of the year, o lvls?

And yet now, its play play and play.

I've been asking round, and even ppl admitted you changed, and you still think its cuz i dont know you well enough?

You think its because WE all dont know you well enough?

Seriously, i know you fucking wont care cuz you're the more POPULAR gal and im just the fucking dickhead who's weird and disliked by everyone.

I dont care.

I cant care.

I just pray AND hope that you'll be the old Yanyi i knew.

And not Taitiang's gf, or should i say ex gf.

2009-06-16T18:08:00.002+01:00

YAY 14 MORE DAYS TILL SG ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !! ! ! ! !

2009-06-14T12:14:00.004+01:00

Damn. Birthday today. Nothing much is done. Nothing much will be done. Yst, sis and yentl came over and brought a cake that margaret made, and they decorated it. I might have a pic of it. Then it was nice. Then tanning was the activity for the afternoon. But after an hour in the sun, my skin was still the same colour. Then lasagne for dinner. Then at night, fucking marco came up to disturb us. And sat here and kept reading wot i was typing, fuck. He wanted to get the room to himself, now he got it, and comes up to disturb us, and leaves all his crap up here,and we have to clean up after he leaves, fuck. Then he was being a total prick to my sis, and was flirting with nikol, disgusting. I think scums like him should get HIV and die. Woah, im cursing ppl on my bday, bad bad. But well, this shows how much i HATE him. Then stayed up till 4am last night? Was bored. It was horrendous. Cant believe life could get so boring Then woke up damn early this morning, well not really , 10+ am, but i slept at 4 am , so yea. I think i'll sleep later, cuz in skl, theres not much sleep, so yea! Ok nth much. Hmmm, i got a card from my sis and mr and mrs kay, they gave me 5 quid:D Argh, my hair's shit now! Alright, was posted so as to grumble about my life. Haha Damn.

2009-06-08T18:07:00.002+01:00

Haix.

Fuck.

Hate today.

People hate me now.

And yes, i think they hate me.

Well, i fucking have no idea.

And yst, felt so anti social, was hiding for the whole day.

Dont know why.

Urgh, hate days like this.

And today, lots of ppl are feeling down.

Very very obvious.

And Tim has fucking made my day horrendous again.

Told him he wont like it.

No.

He has to know.

And when i told him.

He fucking went weird.

Fuck.

And gonna change my url :D

2009-06-05T17:39:00.003+01:00

lalala,today's horrendous yet fun.

Pe, i fell when i threw a javelin,hahahah!

Then triple jump,this fuckhead kept laughing at me not being able to jump,then he couldnt jump,lol.

Then when i tried again,i got 8.3m:DDDDD

Wheeee!

Then ash, did trampolining!!!!!

Fun fun fun!

Then ok, here are my results so far:

English: 64%(B)

English Literature: 76%(B)

Maths: 93%(A*)

Biology: 80%(A*)

Chemistry: 76%(A*)

Physics: 84%(A*)

History: 73%(A)

Pe: 83%(A)

Geography: 68%(B)

Religious studies: 75%(A*/A)

And btw, maths is no longer as easy as last time, we're doing the same stuffs in sg now,and also stuffs not done in sg.

Biology, it damn bloody difficult too, not even doing sg stuffs.

Then chemistry, difficult, cuz lots of apply qns, but no calculating formulae yet:D

Then english lit and english,well ,easy:D

But still,didnt do well.

History, bloody difficult!!!!!

Geography, even worse!!!!!!!

25 more days!!!!!!

You've hurt me so much

2009-06-03T08:02:00.004+01:00

Well, my parents dont fucking give a damn about me.

Yst exams ended,and she asking me to start working again now.

Actually no,she asked me to start working again yst,and worse still,she knows im still recovering from my flu,but no, she doesnt care,just keeps asking me to study.

Fuck.

And bella, well, this will be the end of using the name bella.

She doesnt think anything is possible between us.

She lied to me 2 days ago.

She lied to me for god knows how long.

I dont know wot she says is true or just another lie to make me feel better.

Well,this did not make me feel any better.

It was horrible having to think about it.

She had to choose to tell me on the day i finished my exams.

She had to do it.

But well,i cant say i didnt expect this.

I knew it since half term,and her excuses after half term.

I knew it from the many little things she does to try to convince me that we could have a chance.

I just dont know why she had to do it.

It just hurts so much.

So so much.

Almost 2 whole term of waiting, then she gave me false hopes,so much false hopes.

And now, its .......

Just gone.

Goodbye Bella

2009-06-02T17:55:00.002+01:00

YAY EXAMS ARE FINALLY FUCKING OVER!!!!!!

AND SOMEONE TOLD ME I GOT HIGHEST FOR PE:DDDDDDDDDDDDD

28 MORE DAYS AND ITS BACK TO SG!!!!!!!!

AND 2 FRIENDS ARE COMING BACK WITH ME:DDDDDD

BUT ONE GUY IS FROM HK,SO NTH SPECIAL!!!!!

BUT HIS ACCENT IS SO ENGLISH!!!

2009-05-26T19:03:00.001+01:00

yay,went meadowhall today! ok,well,bad thing is,no tongue piercing this time:( Good thing, i get to dye my hair,and two very fit gals fancied me,and followed me round the shopping centre:D And they kept asking their friends to look at me:D but after i went into the changing room and came out,they were gone:( Didnt get their no:( Well,happier tone,i got a new nice shirt,blue:D wheeeeeeeeeeeeee

2009-05-18T21:08:00.000+01:00

on a brighter note,i've decided!

Im gonna repierce my tongue(heck the pain etc etc)

And nape,i might,i might not.

2009-05-18T21:00:00.002+01:00

wot a day.

weird day.

feeling lucky and that nothing could go wrong.

i was right,except some things did go wrong.

well,bella finally started talking to me again.

the best thurday,friday and sunday of my life.

But then,now , its just awkwardness and silence again.

Well,i was right,its bathsheba and boldwood's relation,just out of pity ,aint it.

urgh.

i knew something wasnt right the moment she said she had to revise.

i knew something wasnt right the moment she decided to sleep and just let me sit there doing nothing.

i knew something wasnt right the moment i said wot i said.

i knew something wasnt right when she spoke to me using the disinterested tone she had last night.

i knew it.

and yet i didnt know it immediately,till now,and it hurts.

it hurts so much.

i rather the best thursday,friday and sunday of my life never existed.

I wish.

i really wish.

You told me we had a chance,and now,isit all gone?

2009-04-25T07:34:00.003+01:00

ok,yst there wasnt chapel,so it was in house till 9am,boring!

then double chem was boring,cuz we did an ISA which we did before alr,the one where we used egg yolk to make oil and water not able to separate-.-

then was some stupid maths lesson,where it was boring.

then callum did something with the mini boards we had,and off he goes to headmaster:D

detention or something luh.

then break,watched bedtime stories or something like that!

then after that,was extra maths,where we could choose not to do the stupid article,and did maths online:D

then after that,pe.

Tennis,was ok,except that since it was only 40 mins,it was obviously not enough.

esp when henry kept hitting the ball all over the place and i had to go pick them!!!!!!!!

URGH!

then had to change back to uniform cuz of lunch.

then lunch,stayed in house to watch freaky friday .

Then after that,was pe again,so change again.

then this time,it was rather ok luh,played with jack adams too,well,both of us sucked,but i was worse cuz i couldnt hit every ball,whereas he could,but most of the time it hit the net -.-

then was free period.

Watched freaky friday,and ate my noodles:D

then had to change again for chapel-.-

then chapel was horribly boring!!

and there was a bishop with the funny looking hat,haha!

then nth much,went com room,and rhys surprised me by coming over!

then went tea,where i still ate loads,urgh.

fattening!

then nth much,tim joined the chinese table,weird.

then left earlier,cuz i didnt feel like staying there anymore.

then took bread and milk.

then prep,went mountgarret,and it was ok,until when i had nth to do,then it got boring.

then 2nd prep,henry came,and he kept zilian-ing-.-

somemore,use my phone's camera-.-

but he deleted it,and kept asking me bout his hair,which is nice!

lol

then after prep,put my stuffs back in house,and went library with him,and it was spooky.

when i went up the stairs,i thought i saw a white figure,and i almost fell cuz i was running up the stairs,and i saw the white figure and i stopped suddenly ,so i almost tripped on the stairs and fell.

then it just disappeared,so i turned on the lights as soon as i could.

then did nth much luh.

then went back house,and when i went into the day boy's room,and i closed the window,there was a black figure behind me,and i just ran out of the room,lol.

then nth much.

after lights out,longy disturbed me by making sure i stayed awake to send him a movie,fuck.

and then,he totally scratched my phone so badly,that its almost silver now!

when i lent it to him,it was black,without any scratches!Except perhaps 1 or 2,but not the whole phone!urgh

then this morning,he just took my blackberry charger without asking.

fuck.

ok lets not talk about this,it will just piss me off.

then nth much.

this morning didnt feel like waking up,even after the shower,i was still tired!

urgh.

and theres a test later on,and i havent studied for it,argh!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok,needa study now,ciao!

2009-04-24T07:28:00.002+01:00

ok,its boring again.

tea was nice last night:D

kindof,except that i ate too much,and couldnt finish my food!

then rhys and wallace sat at e chinese table:DD

then prep was ok,i read breaking dawn,since no prep due today!

haha,needed a rest anyway:D

sadded!

then played around,then end of prep, did nth much,then tim and wallace slept in our room,yippee!!!

wallace decided to slp in our room cuz i told him if he slept in e other rm,he wouldnt get any sleep.

and right after lights out,the other room were making so damn much noise!!!lol.

they even hit the ceiling-.-

then nth much luh.

woke at 3am,cuz it was damn hot and uncomfy,and someone opened the door so woke me up.

but i knew it wasnt time to wake up yet cuz it was still dark,but getting bright alr.

then this morning showered etc,and when i was drying my hair,i noticed my conditioner was still on my hair!lol.

had to rewash.

fuck now my mum's blaming me for stuffs,cuz somehow i did tell e cher in charge to apply for gcse chinese,then he said ok.

then now he says i had to tell him in january,not november.

fuck.

then now my mum blaming me,fuck

2009-04-23T17:50:00.002+01:00

Gosh,today was a good day that went badly:(

well,congregational practice was boring.(as usual)

then double el,was even more boring,cuz beginning,for the whole of first period,we had to discuss about the notes we made during prep,and it was really boring!

then 2nd period,did the intro of our essay,and then back to novel reading!

it was rather ok,interesting chapter:D

then was biology,where it was totally boring!

now we're still on the phagocytes and phagocytosis,urgh.

then was break,where i ate toasts,and half heartedly studied for my pe test,and in the end,test is postponed to next week-.-

then pe was rather boring,cuz we're on circulatory system now,and its really boring,but at least better than the previous 2 topics,so cant complain!

then lunch was ok,some potato thing was good:D

fish and chips was not good,bland and scorching!

boney too!

then went back,did nth much.

then pe,was disastrous.

whole 2 periods,we did sprinting stuffs,and then my legs went soggy!

and then after pe,was some stupid extra maths,where we had to design some stupid article,urgh!

then after that,during house time,was athletics standards,which means more sprinting!

and then,waited for an hour plus,only managed to do 3 stuffs, shot put,100m sprinting and high jump.

and all of it,did badly.

i have to go gym !!!

im just bone,skin and fats!!!NO MUSCLE!!!!!!

URGH!!!!!

then nth much.

then now in com room waiting for sis,and she just entered!

2009-04-23T07:40:00.002+01:00

ok,yst was boring!

el lesson first was rather ok,we did more of the novel,and we did lots of impt nots:D

then 2nd period was free.

so i stayed in house,and wanted to eat noodles,but then mr halsall came,and i had to hide.

then he knew that someone was in the house,so he went round knocking on all e doors,which saved my life!!!!

then after he left, i went to kitchen to make my noodles,and suddenly the door opened again,so i hid behind the door,but luckily it was just a 4th form,lol.then he stayed in e kitchen for damn long,then i ran to my room,finished the noodles quickly,then left for maths with tim:D

then maths was boring and noisy so didnt enjoy it!

then break was ok.

then double hist was torture!

even richardson knew we were damn tired,cuz he said' its only a week into the term and all of you are so knackered alr!' lol

btw,knackered means tired.

then lunch,ate noodles again and watched amityville horror.

then games was ping pong,which was rather fun but boring!

then town time,added more vids into my phone,and added songs,and did some transfer of vids from my sis' hard drive into mine.

and took pics out of my phone.

then did nth much.

then tea was nice:D

but didnt eat with sis.

then prep,finished pe prep and el prep,on my bed:D

comfy:D

and everyone had to clean their rooms cuz theres a tour today,and the rooms were so empty and tidy,and i felt like its end of term packing alr:(

ok nth much alr.

then prepared for bed.

then while chatting with them halfway(after lights out),i fell asleep,lol.

then when i woke up again,they were asleep alr.

then this morning didnt wna wake up!!!

tired!

argh lots of athletics today!

lots of chances to embarrass myself!!!

argh,ok post again tmr!

2009-04-22T07:17:00.002+01:00

urgh.

mufti day's over so soon!!!ARGH!!!!!

ok nvm.

continue from yst.

during reg,mr halsall asked me to go change to trousers,cuz shorts werent allowed!

urgh.

then i changed to a sweatpants,which made me look like i cant match my clothes properly!

urgh!

then nth much,house assembly was about boring stuffs!

then chem was ok,rather fun!!!

then double maths was horribly boring!

we are only doing surds now,and i hated surds so so much in sg,and now i still have to do it here,urgh!

at least we havent done logarithms:D

then the 2nd period of maths,went to com room,did more qns.

and i didnt know how to do,so henry taught me.

then sachin didnt know how to do,so i taught him:DD

then francis was being an idiot by purposely clicking on the wrong stuff and doing simple additions like 5+3=? lol!

then during break,i rushed my geog prep,and was almost late to geog lesson.

then geog lesson was boring!

more notes to copy,tables to draw,etc etc!

then lunch wasnt very nice,just some mutton,but after my sandwich,i was full!

then hist,the test was a fiasco!

the cher said the test is only about some german words,and the six ways which hitler destroyed TOV,and then he tested on that whole chapter,wtf.

then alot i didnt know de,but luckily on monday night,i did my notes,so i rmb-ed most of it!

but i got 1 wrong!

fuck fuck fuck!!!!!

urgh.

damn damn damn!

then games just stood around,didnt really do anything.

played a wee bit of basketball.

then went for piano lesson,which was a disaster!

urgh!

there was a new piece i had to practise for during the hols,and i didnt,and it was evident!

lol.

then started on the listening stuffs and aural.

boring.

then tea was ok,ate loads of spaghetti bolognese as my sis didnt want her portion,so i ate it:D

then took yentl's ring and went back house.

then rushed my maths prep,and i dont know how to do loads of qns!

shit!

then finished it only in 2nd prep!

then went up,cnt rmb wot i did.

then sorted out my el file,so its all neat now:D

except my file is very very tattered!

urgh.

then rhys watched abit of amityville horror,and i watched too.boring.

and nth much,prepared for bed.

and long was fucking noisy after lights out,and caused the whole room to not be able to sleep.

and he fucking turned on the lights.

selfish bastard.

im going to take my phone back from him soon.

and he still fucking owes me 16.50 quid!

urgh.

then this morning was very tired,urgh.

ok nth much alr.

i hate tmr,cuz theres pe again,athletics:(

and house time,its still athletics,and worse still,more people,urgh.

ok post again tmr.

and oh yes,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINYU!!!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YEHCHING AND YANYI!!!!!

2009-04-21T07:35:00.002+01:00

ok,lets continue from tea time.

tea yst was hot,and i had to take off my sweater!!!

lol,and there was no seconds:(

but well,i was damn full alr anw.

then whilst walking out,candace smacked me,so i used my sweater and whacked her face,then she whacked me like 1000000000000000000000000000x,and i got pissed so i used e sweater and whacked her again!

lol,then she was screaming etc etc so i reckon it was a good time to leave,so i left:D

then in houe,did prep,and used 2 whole preps to finish my hist notes,and i fucking havent studied for my hist test!

I must start studying now,cuz exams are coming soon!

And my study method(last min)might not always work!!!! ARGH!!!!

I feel so damn stressed!

Ok,then at night,chatted with candace(using rhys' phone),then nth much.

i just realised that henry,my sis and i were fretting over wot to wear today,cuz today we can wear home clothes for whole day!!!

Lol.

ok then chatted with tim,then hoggie and burgin,haha.

then nth much.

then was chatting with sis(using rhys' phone again)

then was goin to bed, when mr uglow came in,saw the thing i put on my board that says' I've survived singapore!'(rachel tan yc and yanyi gave it to me for xmas:D)

and he said sg's airport's really nice and etc.

then nth much.

slept.

woke up a 6+ this morning.

showered

then prepared for skl.

then couldnt decide wot to wear,lol.

i think wot im wearing now is damn weird!

urgh.

then, nth much le luh.

came to library.

chatted with parents,and my mum says 75% for geog is not good,i should get 100%-.-

i was damn disappointed when she said that luh,nv like say' oh thats quite good,but if you work harder,you can surely get higher marks,like 80% and above?'

haix.

and no more wales for half term:(

either same old retford or worksop:(

haix.

then now its so cold cuz im in shorts,but im not sure if its allowed or not!

and the place is all foggy and misty,gonna take a pic!!!haha!!!

post again soon!

2009-04-20T17:57:00.002+01:00

ok talk about today.

got a credit,and i was shocked,cuz i wasnt expecting one.

it was for rs-.-

then portland was late for chapel again,lol.

then double geog was boring,got back my test,and i got 75%!!!!!bUT ITS a B:(

then nth much for geog,very extremely boring.

then physics was worse,did some speed thingy with a tick somethingy.

then break.

then double english, was ok,except till we had to do drama,where it was embarrassing,lol.

called up to the front,taking up the role of the ppl in far from madding crowd,and the class will ask qns about wot the character thinks etc.

then lunch,skipped it.

stayed in house,skipped ccf and watched twilight.

then ate sandwich,and noodles,and a sausage,yum!

then slept for awhile.

then prepared for lessons.

then rs was boring,and after a long while,we watched a video,and yet during the video,there was fire drill again,so boring!

but it was nice to go out into the nice warm sun!

and then phse was horribly noisy,lol.

then here i am in com room waiting for sis.

and fionna replied me,weird.

wasnt expecting a reply,esp not when i didnt email her.

post again tmr,com on automatic shutdown.

2009-04-18T07:26:00.003+01:00

oh yes,finally!

i wanted to blog on sat,but the skl com system had a prob so i couldnt get on blogger,but i could view blogs-.-

ok sat.

it was rather ok.

double physics was extremely boring!

and we got an extra textbook,damn:(

then was rs,which the seating arrangements changed,and i love it!hope it doesnt change again!!!!

then break,nth much.

then was double bio,where we were talking about protections our body provides,and we were talking about vaginas,and the skl inspector came in,typical eh:D

haix,then we had to do another posters,boring:(

then tim drew extremely nice eyes and ears:D

lol,then lunch:D

wasnt the lamb rice that i like:(

then was games,badminton!!

and rhys was there,so it was rather fun,except when i stepped on rika and fell over her:O

it was so funny and embarrassing ,and it must be so painful for her!

then i was apologising so much!

then went back to change,and off to town!

walked there with nikol,henry &candace:D

but as i was walking there in shorts and tshirt,and the wind was extremely strong,and i was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FREEZINGGGGGG!!!!!

then did nth much in town,bought a can of sausages,yummy:D

then bought ice creams too,yum yum:D

then charles was cold,and he had a cold,and i said eating ice cream makes you warm,so he ate it,and kept complaining how cold it was:D

then nth much,decided to go back to skl for tea,and henry and charles decided to call for pizza delivery instead:D

the walk back to skl was horrible,and i thought i wouldnt make it back,but i still made it back:D

haha !

then tea was yummy,cuz everyone gave me their lasagne,so yummy:D

but i was so full i puked:(

then nth much,watched dead silence with charles and henry ,and later joined by candace and marco,where candace and charles were both so scared,lol.

then after that movie,wanted to watch another one,but candace didnt want,so watched sweeney todd instead,where everyone almost fell asleep.

then nth much.

went back house,and everyone was still at mason watching dark knight,so i was quite scared,lol.

haix,bored!!!

then nth much luh.

chatted with campbell,cuz he was e first to come back,and after about half an hour,more ppl came back,and i watched evans almighty before i slept:D

then nth much.

sunday,woke at 10.

then showered.

then couldnt get on blogger,again.

then chatted on e phone with parents.

then nth much.

brunch was very full,and sis left first,so i was with charles,phil keith andy and ivan,and charles was complaining how billy disturbs him,and guess wot,charles did exactly the same things to me during half term,and i was surprised he knew how irritating he was,cuz during half term,he didnt know!

then chapel ,we were late:(

then after that,went m'garret for a bit,and then went back house to watch super ex girlfriend.

then went library,and waited for candace to bring her laptop there to watch pulse.

then went to bbq at gibbs:D it was ok,food was nice,but the place we sat wasnt.

lots of insects flying around,and the sun kept moving,so we kept getting shaded by buildings after awhile,so we had to keep moving so as to get the sun:D

then nth much.

went back house.

then rhys wanted to go gibbs to see his bella,so i went along,and he or whichever way,broke up,so he was quite sad. he even cried,but when i saw,he said he was washing his face.haix.

then charles henry and angus bugged me to go library,and i said i needed to do prep,and they said they will bring their prep too,but when i went there,all of them were playing on the com,and when i asked if they were gonna do prep,charles said' ah,who cares about prep!' thats such a typical charles,cuz whole of half term,he did it too.

and in the morning,during brunch,he said he will watch the horror movie in the afternoon,and i kept saying no,and he kept bugging me,and finally i said yes.

and then ,next moment,he totally forgot about me and asked keith to play games,fuck him.

urgh.

ok ,i promise i must not get pissed off with ppl so early in the term!

ok then nth much,went back house.

candace went to library,so i went again.

then after awhile,angus henry and charles just left,and pissed me off so much!

urgh.

went back house,prepared for bed,then nth much.

watched twilight before i slept.

then nth much luh.

ok today was horrible,couldnt wake up at first,and my dad was kp-ing about half term,and spoilt my day:(

ok i wont type anymore cuz an asshole is next to me,staring at the screen cuz he needs to use the com!

2009-04-18T07:26:00.002+01:00

argh, finally saturday!!!

but lets talk about yst first!

chapel was so boring and i was so tired that it was simply a torture to stay awake:(

then chem was really boring! cuz it was the ionic bondings and stuffs!

Then break.

then maths was horrible cuz the class was simply chaotic:(

then extra maths,we were doing past paper still, so at least something maths was done,so yay!!!

then lunch,decided to stay in house to eat noodles,which was rather yummy.

then prepared for tennis,then set off to sports hall,but then henry was very late!urgh.

then changed,and tennis! It was horrible,cuz we were supposed to just shoot a little over the net,into a small box,but then henry kept hitting with full power and the ball just went everywhere!

so in the end i decided to shoot with full power too,heck the teacher:D

but then somehow i sprained (or wotever) my arm,but i didnt know it yet till ash.

then mrs parker asked me to demonstrate,and im sure she wanted to embarrass me or something,cuz she knows i cant play!

then after that,we decided not to change and run back to the house,cuz its no point changing,cuz after we reach the house,its a free period,then after that,we have to change back to sports kit (again) for ash,so we rather not change.

then mrs parker caught us,but we told her we have free period, so she allowed us to go back without changing.

then free period,i heated up my sandwich(yummy),and ate it while reading breaking dawn(again),and james watson came in and sat there cuz he needed my charger,lol.

awkward silence.

then nth much luh.

went com cluster to find henry,and off we go to ash( very very late),but when we reached there,we found out that the cher was even later:D

then started playing,and i found that my arm hurts like fuck.

urgh.

but still played,and it really hurts.

then after that,waited for charles for almost half an hour,cuz he wanted to have a match with mr gibbson.

then nth much.

and henry actually said my hair looks like dougie poynter's,which is so not true,cuz his is cool,mine is mushroom.

then went library with charles,before going com room .

then when sis came,then went to tea.

i think it was pasta,yum yum:D

then ate lots of yoghurt*burp

then went back house,and was surprised to find tim in my room when rhys wasnt there.

but then i found out he was there only because the others went to a french thing,which we didnt have to go:(

so he didnt realy want to be in my room,just no one else to go to,so came in.

then i asked him wot jacky said to him during tea,cuz during tea,jacky looked over at the table i was at,and he said something( with the face that shows as if he despise the chinese,when he's a chinese himself) ,then tim looked over,and he also said stuffs.

but then,tim didnt want to tell me,so he said that jacky didnt say anything,and after awhile,he said jacky just said billy wanted to go out with yentl,and guess wot,yentl was on one side of the table,and billy was on the other side,so obviously he was lying.

then nth much.

then i,stupidly, followed him to quiet room,and did my chem prep.

then i fell asleep,and when i woke up,i watched evan almighty on my phone.

and when he was talking to wallace,and i wanted to join in,he fucking asked me to not interrupt conversations,when its always him who asks me to talk more.fucker.

then trust me,if i buy food today,he will be very good to me,so he gets the food.

fuck.

then couldnt stand him,so went up .

then decided to eat more yoghurt,and chatted with rhys,but ,i dont know how to explain.

urgh.

then nth much.

did the flight thingy with rhys,but either his first/ last name was wrong,or the reference no was wrong,so couldnt change his seat.

then nth much,decided to sleep.

it was such a comfortable sleep:D

yay

then didnt want to wake up at first,but still did.

then showered etc,and prepared for skl

and here i am in quiet room typing a post

and was chattting with my mum and dad on the phone just now.

urgh,its so boring here,but on the bright side,its saturday today,so can sleep late tonight!

and better still,dont have to wake up early in the morning tmr!

And i hate tim so much.

wonder why he's torturing me by showing me his temper and stuffs,fuck .

2009-04-16T18:04:00.002+01:00

ok im really not very happy now,so i'll whiz thru today .

congregational prac was boring.

sung some stupid songs.

tim's AP is acting up again,hate it.

then double el was boring, did more of far from madding crowd.

then there's an essay preparation alr,and its just e 2nd day of skl,haix.

then was biology,did this stupid test thing,where i didnt even finish cuz wuz just chatting and doing it half heartedly .

then break,revised for major pe test.

then was pe theory,and had to walk over to sports hall in the chilly wind and drizzle?

and then there was no test,and now we're doing circulatory system,so i got really bored,since we alr covered it in sg.

then lunch.

then was pe,athletics,boring.

ok from this part its typed the next day in quiet room:D

talking to mum on e phone now!

ok,athletics was horrible.

did discus and short put(i dont know how to spell:P)

short put was ok,but discus was horribly embarrassing:(

shan't explain luh kay:D

then we did relays,where i ran quite ok:D

then was extra maths,where we did past papers,and i realised i forgot everything from term 1:O

but i kept asking e cher how to do lor:D so now i know alr:D

then was house time,where we played rounders,which is something like softball.

exactly like softball,except the bat is very small,like an old fashioned baton:D

then did quite ok,but was cold cuz it was drizzling:(

dont understand why spring is still so cold:(((((

then i got hit on my shoulder,but at least i didnt get kicked out:D

haix.

then went com rm,but sis wasnt there,just andy and marco.

it was awkwardly quiet.

marco's face was black.

scary.

haix,boring.

then went tea when sis came, and marco was gone alr.

tea was rather ok.

then prep,i went m'garret to practice,but practiced till finger damn pain so stopped.

then sat on the comfy chair and decided to sleep,but decided to hold my score in case a cher came in.

and indeed a cher came,and it was mr halsall!!

luckily i had my score so i said i was figuring out the rhythm.

haha.

then played again till couldnt play anymore.

so went back house,read or did something else,cant rmb.

then rhys reminded me that thr's going to be fire drill so i prepared my shoes and sweat pants,and was ready for it.

(and i just finished chatting with my mum,37 mins,lol)

but after waiting for a long time,i almost fell asleep,when it suddenly rang,so rhys and i just jumped out of bed and hurriedly wore our stuffs then out we go!

But still,i froze,cuz i didnt know it was going to be so cold and drizzling.

But other than that,it was ok.

well we went back in after a short while:D

then slept.

then morning didnt feel like waking up,but had to,haix.

then showered etc etc.

then prepared for skl.

then nth much le luh.

then came down to check emails,and speaking of which,is disappointing.

esp yst.

after a horribly long day,the most comforting thing would be to check your email and see that your loved ones sent you an email and etd.

and the worst thing is seeing no new messages.

and that was exactly wot i saw,how saddening.

then chatted with mum.

then typed this post.

haix,and my mum kept talking about how i threw a tantrum over my disgustingly fugly hairstyle,and im getting pissed just thinking about it-.-

ok nvm, shall remain calm.

then nth much le luh.

theres chapel later,horrible.

then there's tennis in the afternoon.

gonna embarrass myself:(

haix,i cant stand this place anymore,and there's still 75 or 74 more days!!!!!

2009-04-16T07:28:00.003+01:00

haix,back here in quiet room,typing a post again:(

haix,last night after typing my post,i blog hopped and yanyi,your blog is still so boring!!!!!!

haix,then lots of pics cant be seen(i mean other ppl's blog,yanyi's blog dont even have pics-.-)

haix,then went to tea.

haix,hate coming back to uk,argh!

haix,tea was something like lasagne so its yummy yummy,but very very full:( (fattening)

haix,im so sad now,after talking on the phone to my mum. I WANNA GO HOME!

hiax,then before tea ended,i kept complaining about how i didnt wna go back for prep,and how i wanted to watch channel 55!!!!

haix,then prep ,finished my pe prep,then was chased by the janitor,so had to go back up to our rooms.

haix,then after prep,went to gibbs, with rhys, to take my luggage with all my noodles inside.

haix,did i mention that our luggage was overweight by 10-20+kg, but then the person didnt even say anything,and just allowed us to pass:)

haix,then went back house,tried fixing my com,but then it's totally spoilt,so no com to use for half term and exeats etc.

haix,that means i wont be able to chat with ppl on my bday:(

haix.

haix,i really wna go home:(

haix,then prepared for bed.

haix,then felt so sad and wanted to go home even more when i chatted with sis on the phone:(

haix,then hung up at 11:25 or so,then tried to sleep,but couldnt.

haix,then wanted to go gym this morning,but i decided to sleep a lil longer cuz i was too tired:(

haix,im getting fat etc etc etc.

haix,fionna actually blamed me ,on her blog, that i didnt make the effort to pei her go out, when i did try,but then she always decide to not reply,until the very very last min,and suddenly say' lets go bla bla bla now'

haix,i was so so disappointed when i found out that her excuse of ' i have to go home early cuz i have skl the next day' was just crap,cuz she actually stayed out till morning before going home and etc,

haix.

haix,then forced myself to wake up,then shower-ed etc,then came down to call my parents,and also type this post.

haix,i really wanna go home:(

2009-04-15T16:51:00.004+01:00

Argh,stupid stupid skl has started! Got my headmaster commendation overdue from last term! Argh i still cant believe this hols has passed by so so so quickly! urgh, i miss home!!!! :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( Well,lets talk about today. First,our reg has changed to alphabetical order instead of year groups,so now its damn ma fan,must remember where i am again! Then headmaster's assembly,was boring. I think it rained too. Then went back to have el at hist room 1,where mrs gillard actually said my short story essay was quite good,when im sure i wrote crap.Eh no,i think she just said my idea was good,never say the essay was good. Then did more of the far from the madding crowd. And there was prep!!!but just to find the meanings of 7 words,so its ok:D Then free period,where i didnt do much,since i alr finished unpacking alr. Then, maths was boring:( had to do qns,and henry was laughing at my hair:( haix,i miss sg sososososososo much! Argh! Argh i just dont wna type anymore,but i must,cuz this is my diary( even though i missed out on my whole hols!) Ok nvm,wna rmb some impt dates. Got my blackberry bold on 24th march,where mummy,daddy ,george and sandra went to pp,whereas i stayed home cuz hannah,cass,jy and yy were coming over ! Then stayed home,and all of us chatted,studied,and took pics etc etc. And yanyi's voice was damn man! haha Then nth much alr,they left. Then yy came back to take something,then sent her to opp pp bus stop,where my parents kept mentioning even till few days before i came back uk. Then reached home,daddy said didnt buy phone cuz too long queue. but sandra texted me to say they bought it alr,so i knew it was kindof fake. Then mummy and daddy gave it to me,and it was wrapped up:DDDDD And it was my advanced bday present! I almost cried,dont know why. If you were me,feeling the type of warmth i felt, you will definitely feel like crying too! Ok nvm,nth much,sentosa trip was horrible,so shant talk about it! Ok. Then break time,did nth much. Then rushed to history at churchill hall. It was so boring and i was so tired i almost fell asleep. Then we have a major prep: make notes on an impt topic!URGH!!!! And there's a test next tues!!!!ARGH!!!!! Ok nvm. then was lunch,where i ate quite alot. Then games,where we had to go to sports hall to choose our alternative games,which was swimming for me:D But then fagan picked on me and my sis,and said we cant choose swimming unless we swam 3 days a week,but both of us dont wna swim on sat. Then lots of others didnt choose to swim 3 days as well, but fagan was ok with it! Then he picked on me and said i was lazy to write my name twice,so i put inverted commas under the second column,and guess wot,the whole sheet of paper,everyone did that,and he only scolded me,fuck. Ok then went to play tabletennis instead,fun:D then nth much,didnt go town. In library now:D Ok,will post again tmr!!! I MISS SG SO DAMN MUCH!

2009-04-15T08:09:00.003+01:00

damn it,holidays' over so soon. damn damn damn damn damn! I didnt even post a single thing about the hols,well there was something,but not about stuffs i did during the hols! haix,that means there'll not be any hard copy memories ,in case i forget about it. Well, at least it was the best hols in my whole life!!!! Except for the fucking screwed hair, which the fucking guy help-ed me cut bangs when i said just cut like wot my hairstyle was,so in a way just shorten it,and now i look like a mushroom head,fuck. Ok well,hair's getting black alr,sadded. Hope someone will top up for me today! Miss yall!

2009-03-24T17:14:00.001Z

YAY I GOT MY BLACKBERRY BOLD TODAY,WHEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-19T07:39:00.004Z

Today's the day but i cant think of anything happy ,even the food and etc in sg is not tempting me that much.

Is this wot will happen as time goes by,and i get used to the place and no longer want to go home.

I rmb,sunday,i was still damn excited and happy,and until monday,excitement is gone,tuesday,no more excitement left,just unhappiness,then yst,dorm run,did so badly,and some idiots ,urgh,nvm.

Then last night ,everything was just so wrong,urgh,and now im so unhappy,so unhappy that home's not even appealing to me anymore,and there's still newspaper day,and becky will definitely make sure my group is horrible and unpleasant.

Hate this skl,wna go ....no i dont wanna go home anymore.

And im seriously wondering why tim is so weird,keeps changing his mood,cant stand it anymore.Nice for a while,then suddenly,he becomes unpleasant and just avoids me for no reason,and then he is nice again ,and it keeps repeating,fucking hell.He doesnt know that he's actually the one causing me the most unhappiness,urgh.

Everytime find some things to criticise me,then suddenly,he will become nice again,.

Yst i shared stuff with him for the dorm run,as in choc.

And then in front of me,he gave it to someone else.Fuck.

Nvm,not in the mood,post again when im in sg.

Bye

2009-03-17T07:21:00.004Z

ok,skipped a few days post.

Dont really feel like typing it luh,damn unhappy now,dont know why.Feel very very stuffy and annoyed,dont know why,urgh.

On top of my bad hair day,i forgot to bring my geog bk for revision,which i havent revised,and there's a test later,fuck.

Seriously damn stuffy here.

Ok,spring is here,so weather's turning warm(that's why im feeling all fucked up and stuffy)

And sat was idiotic,some boring test corrections,but somehow,this test i got 75%,highest in class,when i didnt study,and was sure i was going to fail.

Then rs was obviously boring.

Then break.

Then biology,did something about viruses and bacterias,and did lots of qns(which if we did not finish,will be our prep),but no hols prep,yay!

Then lunch,stayed in house,ate my noodles(which i found in my cupboard).

Then waited for henry to finish swimming so we can go town.

Then while waiting,i was reading breaking dawn,damn nice.

Then finally off to town.

Long walk down,gossiped about some ppl.

Then walked around,ate lots of sweet,choc and ice cream cuz i was damn hungry,fuck.(you will know i've grown fat)

Then bought lasagne etc etc.

Then went to e chicken food shop to wait for sis,and while waiting,we ordered some food.

Then sis came,bla bla bla.

Then candace threw tantrums,and then i got so i angry i threw away both my lasagne.

Ok not in the mood to talk about this now.

Then at night did nth much,went gibbs and stayed there till 10+

Then when we walked back into the skl building,henry and i were very very scared cuz all e lights were off,and at the place where we have to walk past,there were some very scary paintings,and there was even an evil clown one,will try to take pics of it to show you guys.

Then we turned on the lights,then had to go mountgarret for my sausages and etc,so no choice,went there,took my stuffs,and rushed back to house.

It was damn horrible,cuz i was supporting 2 damn huge lasagnes,which were about to drop,and i had to run,and my hands were damn tired when i finally reached the house,and the lasagne all went out of shape,lol.

Then sunday,woke up at 10:45,urgh.Because my dad kept disturbing me by calling non stop,it happens all the time,when i call him,he doesnt call back,but when im having lessons or something,he calls.Then also,when im sleeping,he also calls me to wake me up,damn it.

Ok not in the mood to talk about this too.

Nth much.

Had brunch with tim and wallace and deji and dan.

Then chapel.

Then went library to finish prep.

Then went back house wanted to watch a movie while eating my lasagne,but fucking com wont turn on.

Then no choice,just ate my lasagne.

Then went to mason common room to celebrate,hmm not celebrate,but had a mini farewell party for vicky:(

Then stayed there till 9 +

Then nth much.

Oh yes,marco is fucking sick and gross.

Then nth much.

Then yst,chapel,then double geog(urgh),then physics,which was quite ok,somehow,but there's hols prep!!!!ARGH!!!!

Then break had lasagne,oh i had it for breakfast too.

Then was double el,where we did more of newspaper research,seriously damn boring.

Then was lunch,where i had more lasagne,and then was ccf,where i went for piano instead.

Then piano was alright.

Then nth much luh.

Then quarrelled with parents on the phone,cuz of fucking air tickets,ok im seriously not in the mood for this too.

Rs was boring.

And phse,was horrible.

Then tea,had more lasagne.

Then prep,finished hist notes,did abit of geog notes,then went up,prepared for bed,and read breakin dawn.

Then slept.

Then morning was fuck.

Dont wna elaborate,but its bad hair day etc etc.

Then nth much,came to library to type this post.

And i have lots of prep due tmr,and yet tonight is pasta night(something where we just eat pasta,as a form of party for team spirit for tmr's dorm run,so meaning,only 50 mins of prep today,urgh.(more fattening)

And yes,tmr's dorm run.

And thur's newspaper day.

And then home.

Done

2009-03-14T07:58:00.005Z

Ok,thurs was boring.

Congregational practice,then was double el,where we just read the 'far from madding crowd' for 2 hours straight,but we managed to stray off to the topic of ghost,lol.

Then was biology,hmmm,cant rmb wot we did.

I think it's,oh yes a quiz thingy,on our general biology knowledge,lol.

Then break.

Then was double pe theory,boring.

Then was lunch.

Then i missed it,as normal,but marco sent me a text that didnt make sense to me,so i thought he sent to wrong person.

But then it was actually my sis who sent it,and said i must go to lunch cuz there was reg during lunch,and those who didnt go will get detention,bullshit.

Lol,i rushed down,then tim told me reg's over,so i didnt bother going.

Then was double recreational pe,where we were supposed to do gymnastics,but changed to basketball,and yet i was so looking forward to gymnastics,damn.

Then was extra maths,where mr tattersall said if we do the com work well,then next lesson he will give us something different and interesting to do,so everyone did it.

Then was house time,run.

34 mins,fucking hell!

Must fucking try harder!

Then tea was ok.

Then prep,finished my chem prep,then read artemis fowl,nice book.

then prepared to sleep,cant really rmb wot i did.

Then yst,woke up,didnt have time for stretchings,and off we went on a run,lol.

Damn stupid,cuz we had to keep stopping to wait for others,so everytime i gained momentum,and wasnt feeling tired,we had to stop,and after 3 stops of such,i lost all my momentum and it was just plain hell to finish the run.

Then came back,shower was occupied,so chatted with parents instead.

And managed to change my flight to 19th march instead,one day earlier,yay!

then shower etc.

Then chapel was boring cuz some other skl came to do some affliation thing with our skl,lol.

Then double chem,mr G had to go to set 4's class for a sit in,so they will behave,so we had to do lots of workbook qns.

Then was break.

Then maths was boring,did some decimals qns.

Then extra maths,did one of the most boring worksheets,and yet mr tattersall said it was interesting and different,damn it.

Everyone was whining.

Then was lunch,cant rmb wot i did.

Then yay,finally got the book thingy from king's school!

But,found out i cant join cuz i have to be under 17 on 1st september 2010:(

Then nth much.

After lunch,double pe.

Last badminton session,quite fun,so im gonna miss playing badminton during pe!Argh!

Then free period,read my book.

Then ash,badminton,but fell down,and the inner lining's of my tracksuit bottom made my knee look like a beehive,and its fucking stinging now!

Urgh.

Ok nth much,then tea,skipped it,cuz i found out from tim how an idiot accused me of asking him ' how are you?',and so ppl think im weird,fuck.

First thing i hate to do,asking' how are you' s, cuz its just so fucking lame and stupid.

And yet he accused me of such stuff,fucking gayshit.

Then prep,couldnt do any prep cuz everything was supposed to be done on com,and yet james was hogging the com,watching videos,and not doing prep,fuck.

Then didnt do much,tried to complete part of my hist notes,which is due on tues,and all my other preps are due on mon,so weekend i have to be working like fuck.

Ok nth much,was damn tired,so went to bed damn early.

DIdnt feel like waking up this morning,lol.

Ok nth much,5 more days!

And oh yes,packed most of my stuffs alr,as in the stuffs i dont need to bring back to uk forever,so packed it alr. It's not really packing as i just stuffed everything into my bag,lol.

2009-03-12T07:43:00.003Z

Damn, there's still a week+ of school:(

Urgh.

Cant stand the major preps flooding in at this time!URGH!

And didnt even get my headmaster commendations and credit!URGH!

Ok nvm.

Yst= boring.

went for breakfast,something i hadnt had(as in during normal skl days,sundays not counted) since end of last term,lol.

Then headmaster assembly was boring as usual.

Didnt get my headmaster commendation.

Then el,was boring,continued the newspaper thingy,damn damn boring.

Then had piano lesson,where i finally can play secret kindof ok,cuz at least im familiar with the song alr,so can play it rather ok,without stopping too many times.

Then maths was boring,went to com room 1.

Then angus suan-ed me .

Henry:' eh why dont you want to play basketball?'

Me:' Cuz i suck at it,so obviously i dont wanna play.

Angus(when we werent talking to him,he loves to interrupt ppl's conver):' Haha, but your badminton worse right,only know one pose'

Me:' Ya but my bball even worse!'

Angus:'Wah then you must be really horrible at bball!haha'

Me-.-( and rolled my eyes)

He's seriously an idiot,im gonna find an opportunity to suan him today!

Ok then break.

Then hist was boring,we had to make notes again,damn it!

Then lunch,i went!LOL!

Then was games,boring.

Fagan picked on US again,fuck.

I know i said he picked on me yst,but this time he picked on us.

Then when we just came back from a lap of swimming,he purposely called us(henry and me) out of the pool and said if we still dont swim,we'll have to come back at 4 to swim.

Fucker.

Most ppl werent even swimming,and he had to pick on us.

And this other guy in our lane was totally not swimming at all,but fagan just told them to continue swimming,fucker.

Then worse still,before he called us out of the pool,we were swimming non stop for few laps,cuz i pretended to be angry with henry,so we just kept swimming instead of chatting.

Then he had to pick on us,just cuz he didnt see us swim cuz his wife brought their fucking smelly dog into the pool,which is definitely obviously not allow,and he chatted with her,so he didnt see us swim,fucking hell.

No more swimming, next term, for me.

Then went back house,made toast,then went library to use com and read .

Then tea was boring.

Then nth much.

Prep was quiet cuz most ppl had gone to hockey dinner,so i managed to do my prep in peace.

Then after prep went m'garret to practice piano,and yay,i can play secret alr!But still some notes are not coming out smoothly,so must practice even more!

And then sleep time!

Chatted abit,but dont wna type anymore le.

Then didnt wna wake up in the morning!

Urgh.

8 more days.

Just 8 more days.

What is the purpose of my existence?

2009-03-11T07:59:00.003Z

Hmmm,i've always been thinking,i'm not good at anything,not good at sports,not good at socialising,not good at performing arts,not good at aesthetics, not good at even keeping my body fit and healthy. So, wot's the purpose of my living? Why am i here?

Yst was rather ok.

House assembly was boring,cuz,cnt rmb wot we talked about.

Then mr halsall's rather hostile to me now,back to normal!

Then double physics first,where it wasnt so much of copying notes and doing qns,so i thought its rather ok,at least there were practicals!

Then,funny,ok not really funny,but good thing is mr boler actually thought yst was sat,cuz last sat's lessons were put on yst,cuz sat we had exeat,so missed lessons.

I dont get it,why bother making it up,doesnt that just mean we miss tuesday lessons now?LOL.

Then usually on sat,we end 15 mins earlier than normal days cuz on sat,lessons start at 8:45 instead of 9,so ends earlier.

Then our physics was supposed to end at 10:20 yst,but then as boler thought it was sat,so he let us off at 10:05,LOL!

Then went back house to get some toast:D

Then went rs,where it was really boring,but topic was rather ok!

then break,had to go san to talk about the vaccinations,and most of e chinese ppl were thr,lol.

then thank god,we dont have to have it,cuz we alr had it!

And funnily,i dont understand why but everyone keeps saying i look as if i have no idea wot's going on,lol!

Then,was bio,where we did the ISA,boring!

Then was lunch,where we did the run,and yay,i ran fast enough,and i beat tim by a few minutes,wheeee!But this doesnt mean im good at running.

Then was hist,where we took 2 whole periods to do our cartoon explanatory talk,and i got another credit for it,wheee!The thing is,i didnt even prepare,lol.

I just did it in class,lol.

Then, games,swimming.

Lifeguard wasnt here,after we waited for like 20 mins,then had to change,then went to fagan's class to do our work,where i just read breaking dawn!

Then there's something i wna say,about wot fagan did,but i doubt i have the time to type it now.

Ok nvm,just type it.

When we found out we couldnt swim cuz of no lifeguard,henry went to ask him if he could play bball,fagan immediately said no.

Then,he paused for awhile,pointed at me,and looked at me,and looked at henry,before saying yes to henry,and in case you missed the point im making,he always calls me henry,and always calls henry me,so he always mixes our name somehow,and fagan dislikes me,somehow.So you get the point.

Oh now i know wot im good at,making ppl dislike me,and also screwing things up,sec 1 drama,i was chosen by that guy to act,then in the end i screwed it up and he kicked me out of the acting group,and got really pissed off with me,fuck.

Ok then nth much,tea was ok.

Then prep time,went mountgarret practice my piano cuz my lesson's 2nd period,and i havent practised at all for the whole week,damn.

And i can get 2 credits if i played it well!

But last night,i was so angry i couldnt play well,that it got worse and worse,so in the end i decided to stop playing,lol.

Then nth much.

CHatted with rhys.

Then lights out.

Then chatted with tim,rhys and guy,then slept.

Then this morning didnt wanna wake up,lol.

Then went breakfast ,yay!

ok nth much.

So,wot's the purpose of my existence?

2009-03-10T07:47:00.003Z

ok talk about yst.

Tiring ,obviously.Actually it's more of sleepy.Lol.

Ok,chapel was very very boring,and abit funny too.

If you hear josh sing,you will definitely know wot i mean by funny.

Then double geog was horrendous,damn damn lots of prep,and then i was so sleepy that i kept wanting to sleep,lol.

Then,was physics,where we did the test!!!!!!!!IT WAS SO DIFFICULT!!!!I FORGOT SO MUCH STUFFS!!!!!!!!!I THINK I WILL FAIL!!!!OH SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh no,this is really going to affect my report,damn damn damn!

Urgh,now i know why i used to say i hate physics!

ok nvm,break,tim gave me a packet of noodles,and i ate abit,and saved the remaining for lunch.

Then after that was double el,where we filmed our advert.

Ok let's not comment about it,except it was quite a,erm....failure?Cuz we were supposed to capture ppl's attention and buy the hand cream,but obviously,with how the whole advert was filmed,i doubt anyone will really buy the hand cream.

Also,it was so so windy and cold!

And speaking of which,its foggy again today!!!!!!!!WHEEEEE!!!!!

Ok back to main topic!

Then lunch,had my noodles,read breaking dawn(yay finally bouht the book),then decided to skip ccf again cuz didnt wanna paint my face with incredibly-difficult-to-wash-off paint,and having to hide behind very thorny and spiky bushes with spiky leaves,and barbed wires all over the place,lol.

Then surprisingly,tim suddenly came to tell me that he wanted to skive,so yay ,had someone to accompany me!

Then,nth much luh,read my breaking dawn,and he read his eclipse,or new moon,either one.

Then it was boring!

Then we found out henri allen skipped ccf too,lol!

Then josh(the funny singing one) came in and saw that we skipped,and he was being funny,haha.

Then lesson time,RS!!!

As per normal,i fell asleep.

Then when i woke up,everyone was looking at me,lol.

Then after the lesson,laura asked me why im always asleep in rs.

Well,i dont know:P I think it has something to do with how boring the lessons are?

HAHA.

Oh fucking hell,RS again today,damn!

Hate when saturday lessons are moved to normal days cuz the saturdays were taken over by exeat!!!

urgh.

Then , was phse,where it was boring,let's not talk about it.

Then tea was ok,had loads of bland lasagne!

Then nth much.

Prep time finished my hist and english prep,so yay!

Ok nth much.

Chatted on phone.

Slept

Wanted to run this morning but couldnt get up in time,so yea.

Then here i am in library typing this post!

Ok post again soon!

Then

2009-03-09T07:36:00.003Z

Argh,exeat's over alr!

But who cares,hope time passes even more quickly:HOME!!!!!!!!

11 more days!!!!!!!YAY!

Ok,now let's talk about friday.

Friday chapel was boring,definitely.

And my fringe was being irritating!

Then double chem was very very boring cuz there wasnt any practical work,so it was all writing writing and more writing!FOR 1 hr 20 mins!!!!!!!!!ARGH!

Then break.

Then was maths,where we had to calculate how many bricks there were in the skl!It was like so stupid,we were walking round during lesson time and the chers kept asking why we were out,and when we said counting bricks,they went o.O

ANd asked'which set are you in?'LOL

Then extra maths was taken over by a talk by a journalist/reporter(either one),cuz we have this newspaper day next week ,so this guy came to tell us how to make a newspaper!

Then lunch.

Then pe was fun,i think,well,it was rather ok!

Badminton.

Then after that ,mrs parker was chatting with me,and she's very nice:D

HAHA!

Then went back house prepared and packed my bag for exeat and brought so lil things cuz i wanted to bring lots of noodles and chocolates back !

Then halfway thru,mr halsall came down the corridor with the parents for a tour,so i had to hide(in case i got scolded)

but he didnt come into my room,luckily!

Then off to exeat!

Car ride was boring,as usual.

Then Reached there,nth much,had to share rooms with him.

Then tea was lasagne!!!YUMYUM!

Then after that,went up,used com,watched mama mia,then monster in law( i think),then wanted to eat lasagne,so brought it up,and marco was kpkb-ing,so no choice,couldnt eat,so got fucking pissed off with him.

Then in the end,ate it in the morning for breakfast.

We were supposed to go out at 9,but in the end we couldnt wake up,so left at 10+ instead,lol.

Then the car trip was boring.

then ,let's cut this part short.

Then at nottingham,nothing much.

Wanted to pierce nape,but marco was being fucking annoying and busybody,and yes,selfish.

DIdnt let me pierce cuz scared my parents find out,then will kp my sis,then my sis go kp him,fucker.

Then nth much.

Had burger king,when mr kay said he was going to bring us to eat at a pub.

When we went round looking for wot food to eat,i was still wondering why,cuz i was sure mr kay said meet up for lunch,lol.

Then nth much.

Went back.

And marco was childish,wanted to snatch the seats like a fucking kid,'No you sit in the middle,cuz i sat in the middle for an hour already!' lol.

Then on the way back,stopped at a farm to have very very fresh ice cream,nice:D(the mango yoghurt was so so nice!)

Then ,reached home,boring.

Then watched wars-in-laws 2 ,again,and fell asleeep.

Then when i woke up,found out that it's time to choose the food i want for tea,chinese food!

Whee

then ordered sg fried rice,cuz dont know wot else is nice.

then went with mrs kay to get the food,and chatted abit(i have to socialise)

Then at the chinese food place,saw how busy the woman was,and how quickly she can press the calculator,lol.

Then went back.

Then i ate so much that day,lol.

And even had dessert.

Could see that lukas didnt like his food,cuz he ate just a lil bit,and he said he was full alr(usually he eat alot!)

Then nth much.

Then the leftovers,mrs kay decided to give it to the dog...

Then nth much,watched more movies,twilight,cant rmb wot else.

Then decided to go to bed at 1,lol.

SIan,now i feel like sleeping,lol.

Then yst,woke up at 10?or somewhere there.

Then used com,etc etc,cant rmb much.

Then when mr and mrs kay went out,decided to make omelette,which looked rather horrible.

Then while i was preparing it,alice( the dog) puked,and puked again,and marco decided to call mr and mrs kay,but they didnt ans.

Then i made my food,put some tissue paper on the puke(so it wouldnt spread(if you get wot i mean))

Then nth much,watched more shows,and evan almighty too,and marco was out(find my sis),so it was quiet and peaceful.

Then nth much.

Then ,erm,hmmmm,tea.

Had the chicken thing we had during half term,rather nice,but im quite sick of it cuz i ate so much of it during half term.

Then marco was being stupid,kept saying how he could eat spicy food,but in the end,ate just one chili and was showing the uncomfortable look alr,and kept eating something else non spicy,but didnt drink his beer,cuz mr kay said he cant get another beer if it's too spicy,so he did everything except touch his beer.

Then he took very very long to finish that lil bit of the wrap,lol.

Then still said it's not spicy.

Then dessert,he said he doesnt like ice cream.But then at the farm he ate ice cream too,so he decided to add something else'i only like those fresh ones,esp those at the farm'lol

Then we had strawberry thing,and mrs kay was asking who wanted ice cream and who wanted cream,and marco wanted cream cuz he doesnt like non fresh ice cream.

But when he saw how nice the ice cream was,he decided to give another excuse'if the strawberries' sour,then i will have the ice cream'and coincidentally his strawberry was sour.

Which was stupid,cuz all the strawberrie's were dipped in sugar and water,cuz you can still see the sugar on the strawberry.

He has so much excuse,idiotic.

Ok nth much.

Went back skl.

Nth much.

Found out from my sis that i got a headmaster's commendation for english!But damn it,it means i wont get my 2 credits from her,so basically,it's just changing my 2 credits for a headmaster's commendation,damn.

Then nth much,was chattin with rhys but mr halsall came in,so had to go to sleep.

Then guy wasnt around cuz he had dental appointment today,so he's not coming to skl today,i think.

OK nth much,post again soon!

2009-03-06T07:25:00.003Z

Boring boring boring.

tho i love showing off sometimes,i still do not show off like how some ppl do.

Keep saying how fast they run,swim,do anything,even want to show off they sleep late and wake up early,lol.

Seriously damn childish,then still say i sleep so much,like a pig,when i sleep about 6 hours later than him,but wake up 3 hours later than him,asshole.And then,i could sleep more,but because the selfish bastards always makes so much noise that i wake up somehow,fucking hell.

Then so,naturally i will be tired.

Tell me,if you sleep at 7+am ,then at 10+am got someone disturb your sleep all the way till 1pm,you think you will be tired in the afternoon?worse still,it happens everyday.

Wotever.

Then ,lessons were ok?But was so looking forward to gymnastics!

Ok,tim's having weird moodswings again,so now we're distant again-.-

Ok,stop digressing!

First lesson was double english,where we went to the bookfair that came to our skl,and i finally bought breaking dawn!!!And also,3 other books,cuz there's a '3 for 2' promotion.

Then that took the whole of 1st period away.

Then 2nd period,mrs G was nice so we had a reading session!!!And i started reading breaking dawn!

Nice!!!!LOL

Then was bio,where it's back to notes copying,but the thing is,e cher said that wot we're doing now,we should have been doing it last term,so we're a term late!

Oh yea.

When we were waiting outside the bio rm(cuz we are not allowed into the room when there's no cher),so i opened the door to look in,and saw that he wasnt inside(the room has no hiding corners at all,you will understand if you were here.

Then another guy also looked in,but then saw that he wasnt inside.

Then after 1 min,that guy open the door again,then i was thinking'you just opened it a min ago and saw that he wasnt inside,so wot's e point of opening to check again when he didnt even walk past us to get in(there's only one door to e room)'

And yet,e cher was inside!

Lol.

Then break,i think i had noodles.

Then pe theory,damn boring.Like mr hamlet's teaching more!

Then lunch,read artemis fowl,lol.

Then rhys brought back a nice cheese and tomato sandwich:D YUM!

Then wallace brought back a cheese and spring onion sandwich:D YUM!

I thought the one wallace brought back was very nice,but then in the end i puked,too gross cuz the taste very sickening!

Then pe,was volleyball cuz mrs warner wasnt around,so e gals joined us.

It was very very fun!

lol.

Then extra maths was boring,did some easy qns but i got it wrong cuz i was fucking careless!The standard form,i forgot the rule,then when i rmb-ed,after redoing everything,when i reached that qns,i forgot again,lol.

Then house time was practice for e run,and ran xmas run this time cuz andy was nice and thought that everyone had a busy week!

And fucking hell,i had stitches!

EVen though i stretched like mad alr,i still had stitches,so next week i must stretch even more,cuz i wna run faster!

I could run faster today,but then the stitches hurt badly,so had to slow down,so yes,i must stretch next week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Urgh.

Then went to e library.

Then after that tea.

Lamb thingy,rather ok.

Then prep,finished two of my huge prep,so exeat im quite free alr!

Then nth much.

Then read,and slept.

And yea.

Nth much.

Needa finish my chem prep now.

Post again soon!

2009-03-05T07:43:00.003Z

Yay finally finished my el poster!

Ok talk about yst first.

Morning,headmaster's assembly was rather boring,but i got my headmaster's commendation,so yay!

Then el,was more of far from madding crowd.

Then my free period.

I had a packet of noodles,but wanted something sweet,so i put jam in,tasted very nice,except the 'soup' was so concentrated that i had a sorethroat!

then math was boring,but some idiots couldnt snatch my seat again,so yay!

Then break, went to find fagan but he said he wanted to see all 4 of us at once,so meet him during lunch instead,lol.

Then history was seriously boring till the extent that i dont like my fave subject anymore!

Then lunch ,cant rmb wot i did,oh yea,walked around until it was time to go find fagan.

Then he was talking about us hiding ourselves in the rm during half term,and that this exeat we should socialise more,and go out more often,when it's this exeat that i have crazy amounts of prep due on mon or tues,fucking asshole.

And he even talked about asking mr kay to cancel the internet connection,if he does,then i wont even bother joining the guardianship thing anymore,so ex and yet we dont get anything,fucking hell.

Then charles is angry with me,obvious,but who cares,he's just an idiot who steals,i should be hating him for being dishonest,greedy,selfish,and yet going to tell his friends that im in the wrong,gosh wot an idiot.

SOrry i keep badmouthing ppl,but im seriously pissed with 4 ppl,surprisingly all chinese.

Then was swimming,but today was much better alr,cuz not like yst,where we had to swim non-stop,so yay!

Then during town time,went library with henry,before going com room to print stuffs,then nth much.

Then after that,went back house,then went com rm to find sis,then tea.

It was fucking fattening,cuz i took rice,and lots of potatoes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Then i still fucking drank hot chocolate.

urgh.

Nvm

Then charles james billy and angus purposely asked everyone to move down,so they dont have to sit next to me,urgh.

Nvm, if you were in this skl,you will know how hated they are,so its fine with me.

Then nth much.

Prep tried to fin my poster but dan was using the com to read manga,so i couldnt find more pics.

So in the end had to wait till end of prep before going to com rm to find the pics and print it.

Then during the prep break,went up and was playing,and deji sprayed shaving foam on rhys,and rhys was going crazy and i sprayed and then we started spraying it all over the place,and in the end,me and rhys ran away cuz deji wanted to spray us.

But then ms johnston was unhappy,and went to complain to mr halsall,thank god rhys and deji didnt say my name,but i think mr halsall knows,cuz he was glaring at me when he saw me.

Then had to clean my bed etc cuz deji sprayed it all over my bed and my duvet got it the most,so in the end after cleaning it,i put it in the dryer,lol.

Then had to wash my bathrobe.

Then yea.

After prep,went com rm and gibbs with rhys.

Then came back house,finished my poster,and nth much luh.

Then sleep time.

Then was lazing in bed for 45 mins today,damn tired.

So got out of bed at 6:30,then prepared.

Then had 3 pieces of toast with butter,fattening.

But im not gonna eat during lunch cuz if i do,gymnastics right after lunch will not be so fun.

Then chatted with mum on phone,and she sacked the horrible maid!

Then nth much,just typed this post,and no emails to reply today:(

15 more days!

2009-03-04T07:31:00.003Z

sorry didnt post yst!

monday was boring,cuz started with chapel,then double geog,where i asked for my credit!

then physics!got my credit too!

then break,nth much.

then after break was double english,where it was very boring cuz we did 2 hours straight of far from madding crowd,grrrrr!!!!!!!!!

then lunch,cnt rmb wot i did!

then ccf was camouflaging where we had to use face paint!

then when we had to hide,all the plants were all thorny etc,so damn pain when we had to hide,lol!

then when we had to wash it off,it was quite impossible!we had to scrub till damn hard lor,urgh!!!

then rs was boring,and phse was boring too!

Then after that,tea was ok?

Then yst,went library as per normal,wanted to go gym in the morning,but decided not to,in case i was forced to go for dorm run practice cuz i couldnt go during lunch due to piano lessons!

Then nth much.

House assembly was rather dispersed,cuz 5th forms and god knows who had to leave,and some ppl went for a hockey match,so yea.

Then first lesson,chem was ok?

Then double maths was boring,where an asshole was being idiotic.

And i think he and someone else complained about me,fucking hell.

Ok ranting time.

He's seriously fucked up,everytime i sit with my friend during maths de,then ignore him de,then yst he purposely sat between me and him,so i couldnt talk to my friend.Then when i asked my friend to go somewhere with me,he said ok,but after that asshole said something to him,my friend said he cant go,urgh!

Fucking asshole!

Ok done with ranting.

Then was break,nth much luh.

Then double geog,very very boring!LOTS OF PREP OVER EXEAT!!!!GRRR!!!

Then lunch,was piano lesson,and played the pieces rather well,but i think the cher suan-ed me,not sure,lol.

Then had to rush back to house to take my books for hist!Almost late,lol.

Then hist was very very boring,and i forgot to fucking print the cartoon i did,and im not even sure if he knew i didnt print it or not,hope not!

Then went com rm find sis,etc etc luh.

Tea was fun,i spat in marco's face,cuz he didnt believe that when i drank stuff,i spit when i laugh,so he wanted to try it out,so yea:D

Then mrs reid came over in the end,lol.

But she didnt scold,but still rather scary.

Lol.

Then finished my maths prep during prep,and started on my el poster,and found out that its over 'populated' with info,but somemore the info's not very good!

But nvm,still gonna add more stuffs today!!!

Then nth much.

Then this morning was cold cuz jake opened the window!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!URGH!!!!!

It woke me up damn many times during the night,urgh!

Ok nvm,gonna print my stuffs now,post again soon!

EXEAT'S COMING!!!!!

2009-03-02T07:32:00.003Z

Yay,very soon and it's end of term!!!(cant believe im saying this alr!Time passes soooooo fast!)

And you know wot,time passes even faster for yuan hui,i havent been here for half a year yet,then she say i've been here for a year alr,lol!

Ok,wait,where did i post until......ok sat.

Lessons were boring,esp physics,cuz it was just plain dumb,lots of qns to do,tsk!Then when i asked mr boler for my credit,he said he cant give it to me alr,cuz it was from oct,lol,then he said i can go and ask him today for another one,lol.

Then was rs,where mr finlinson kept scolding etc etc,lol.I seriously pity him,cuz he has to teach like so many classes,and not a single class listens to him,so yea.

Then break,was eating noodles,then towards the end,was drinking the soup,and walking towards the door,and tim slammed open the door and knocked the cup of noodles onto my face,and the soup poured on me!!!!!So now my blazer and vest has got the soup stains!But actually,i thought it was damn funny,lol.

Then,double bio,was doing the ISA experiment(testing our reaction time with and without caffeine),which was quite boring,but at least not as boring as normal lessons,copying down notes,lol.

Then lunch,hurriedly rushed out to town with henry and candace.

Then dropped off at pizza la bella,which was closed-.-

Then went hsbc for candace's stuff,then went carphone warehouse,when candace couldnt top up again,then went vodafone,where henry embarrassed himself by asking a customer to top up his phone for him-.-

Then after that,went to herons(mini supermarket),and i bought a huge frozen lasagne:DDDDDD

Then after that,went to the chicken food place(britannia),closed.

went to another pizza place,closed.

Then decided to go to another chicken place opp the one we patronise frequently,and found out that britannia was opened alr,so went there to eat.

Then food was horrible,the chicken caused me to want to puke,and so lost my appetite for the whole day,so i didnt eat any other things for the whole day.

Then,went to get the hist file plastic thingy,where i told henry WHSmith sold it at a higher price,but he didnt believe,so in the end we found out that i was right,so he paid me 20p:D

Then went to get the huge cardboard paper for el poster.

Then back to skl!

Had to hurry cuz we were getting late alr.

Then bla bla bla,games was sweaty,bla bla bla.

Then back house,then cant rmb much,went library with henry or something,then was,god knows wot.

Then cnt rmb much,then worksop's got talent,where me and henry didnt go,and went mountgarret or library and had some mission impossible thingy,very very dangerous,lol!Crept into someone's room,lol.

Then nth much.

ANd i fucking hell lost my earpiece!!!Now i dont even know wot to do luh!Dorm run without music etc!!!!!!

URGH!!!!!

Then went back house at 10 plus,slept.

Then sunday,woke up at 10,showered,waited for sis for brunch,then brunch was nice and loads,but i wasnt very full,dont know why(shows i've grown fat!(Bigger appetite!))

Then chapel,boring!

Then nth much luh.

Went library or mountgarret after that,then henry went for games,so i walked around abit,then went gibbs to find candace(my lasagne:D).SHe was so nice to cook it for me cuz gibbs had an oven and portland didnt:(

Then couldnt take it back cuz it was too hot.

Then at 3,candace went to swim,and then was mission impossible thingy again.

Then i went pelham to find henry to help me,but he took damn long to eat his noodle and call his mum,lol.

Then was,erm,sneaking into people's room etc,but couldnt find anything,so no choice.

Another day perhaps.When no one else is in the room!

Then went gibbs,got my lasagne and henry got his pizza and we went back to house!Yum Yum!

Then watched a movie while eating it,national treasures 2,again.

Then yea.

Then ate more lasagne,and then after that movie,was planning to watch something else,but in the end didnt.

Then prepared for bed.

Then today,turned off my alarm and went back to sleep again,urgh!

but woke up at 6:40,then rushed for shower etc.

And here i am typing this post!

Im seriously damn pissed about losing my earpiece!!!

URGH!!!!!

2009-02-28T07:41:00.003Z

gosh,should have posted during free time yst!!!!!!

hmmmm, ok morning, headmaster assembly was only for 6th forms,so was free time!

ok,lessons,el first .it was boring cuz mrs G doesnt come to skl on fridays,so mr topham took over!had to find meanings of some words in our novel,so boring!

then next,double chem!

boring,but we played with shape memory alloys,so cool!!!!

then break,had noodles.

then was maths,where i got my headmaster's commendation!

then extra maths was very boring!watched some video thing,lol.and mr tattersall didnt say anything about me & henry skipping it on thurs!!!

then lunch,henry asked me to go early lunch with him cuz he could,but he didnt ask cher so he thought he couldnt go in,but in the end he could,but i didnt go with him!

then after that,had a pot noodle(cup noodle),then went rocket flying!!!we walked till damn far,then counted down,but e rocket spoilt!

then used another rocket,then it was like just a min,and it was over,and we had to go back!lol.i was still shocked it was over so quickly.

then after that was pe,where most of us went to the wrong com rm,lol.

then when mr reid brought us to e other com rm,we had to do prep,but finished it,so yay!

then went back house just read book,then ash,went sports hall for badminton!

but henry had to go do isa,so yea.

then played with some really really childish ppl!!!lol.

then tea,was derry house dinner night,so it was horrible,cuz no seats,but then andy cummings and mayowa and sam left so i could sit down,so i was very shocked!

then bla bla.

not much time left so better finish the post quickyly.

then prep,went mountgarret with henry and uglow chased him back to house,then yea.but he came back after getting permission from his house tutor on duty ! then yea.

then wanted to go library,but was full,so had to go m'garret after all.

Then nth much.

chatted all the way till 9:45,then came back house prepared for bed.

Then i was still thinking i hate sat mornings cuz definitely cant wake up on time,and indeed i was right!

Then rushed for shower,and etc etc.

Then came down here at half past 7,then chatted with mum on phone for 42 mins,lol,and found out i cant get my blackberry bold,so im gonna sell my phones to get some spare cash and i wont buy another phone with it alr,its just a waste,so gonna save it,or buy clothes!

Then nth much luh!

Post again soon!

Yay going town at lunch!

2009-02-27T07:13:00.003Z

Walao,my phone cant get thru to my parents,pissed!!!

Ok nvm,talk about yst after my post.

Walao(again),stupid henry said will eat with us de,then when i walked into com rm,he just vanished,and i didnt notice till much later,lol.

Then nvm,tea ate loads,damn damn full luh,and gained back all the fats i lost during the run!Eh seriously lei,after running right,my legs all become flabby,the excess skin,then in the end i eat so much,all fats came back!And i fucking ate 4 or 5 chocs yst!URGH!!!

Nvm,then prep.

Stupid!!!!!

Cuz i turned on the hist rm com,went upstairs take my books,then when i reached downstairs,the com off and the room locked alr,then hist rm 2 locked too,so i went quiet room,which was empty,good!

But then toby came and needed to use the com,so let him used it.

So me and henry had to go library,but then phil koon was thr,so in the end we were walking round the skl,and finally decided to go mountgarret,and in the end no prep was done,but i practiced lots of piano:DDD

Then after first prep,brought my hist stuffs back to house,brought psp,and my new piano score!

Then practiced again.

Then after prep,went com rm,then looked at blogs and photos and we were laughing like mad,lol!

Then came back house etc etc prepared for slp.

Then today lazed in bed again.

Then woke up ,showered etc etc then here i am posting!!!

Post again soon!!!!!

2009-02-26T17:32:00.003Z

Woah,damn damn tired today.

just finished dorm run practice,and yay i beat dan campbell!Something i've never done before!

Thank god i did some warm ups before the run,and ate choc and had the energy drink:D

Alright might as well just talk about today.

Congregational practice was ok,rather boring though,cuz so many ppl had gone on the art trip!

Then first 2 lessons,was double el,but due to the fact so many ppl were gone,mrs G didnt want to go thru the novel cuz lots of ppl will ,miss out on it,so we went to com rm 2 to do our thomas hardy research!

Then i found quite alot of info,but then,my poster will be boring,and also,i dont have enough info to fit on the poster,so gonna find more tonight!And will finish my hist prep.

Woah,did lots of prep this week,finished all my prep that's due next week:D

Cant wait for end of term!

Sorry digressed ,very excited somehow,dont know why,must be the caffeine from the drink!

Then, biology,very very boring,did some stupid table drawing thingy for next weeks ISA!Lol,ISA is something like SPA.

Then,break,read book,ate more choc.

Then after that,pe,badminton.

Was supposed to be theory,but changed to practical,and practical tmr will be theory,but in the com room:D

Then played badminton,which was not bad.

First lesson with Mrs tilley,thought she's quite nice:D

Then nth much.

Then lunch,went to eat more choc,then went to mountgarret to practice piano till 1:30,then had my piano lesson,and im gonna learn a new piece,wheee!But its exam piece,and i chose all my exam pieces alr:D

Then,after that,pe again(recreational ).

then did gymnastics:Vaulting!!!

I thought it would be horrible,but it wasnt!

I could do all the things the cher said,except got one was we had to forward roll and stand up,but i just forward roll and didnt manage to stop so i did an air somersault and landed on the crash mat,and the second time was the same.

And fucking hell,the first time,i bit my tongue!Lol.

Then,after that,hurriedly changed and left in case mrs warner caught my hair.

Then skipped extra maths,cuz all the chinese went on art trip to london,and henry didnt wna go to extra maths,so i just stayed in house too.

Then ate more choc,did exercise,did warm up,drank more energy drink,and it totally dehydrated me,lol.

Then read my book,and now its the ending alr,wheee!

Then, the run.

It was ok at first,and i found a good way to breathe,so wasnt very tired,so in the end,ran all the way without stopping,till at the end,i stopped cuz i was simply in too much pain:stitches.

But then continued running,stopped again,and ran all the way.

Then after finishing it,went up,drank some water,and went to the mirror,and i simply looked like a vampire.

Not a single tinge of red on my face,so so damn,grey(?) and the dark circles around my eyes were freakily dark suddenly,and when i smiled,my two 'vampire' teeth was so sharp,and i was shocked to see my reflection,so walked away,lol

Then walked around,then now im here at the library with henry!

Then nth much!

And yay,22 more days!And somemore,today is almost over!

And fionna just told me a good news,yay,so im damn looking forward to going back to sg!

lalala, play board games,eat italiano, go shopping for clothes, and photoshoot!!!!WHEEEEEEEE!!!

Ok,will post again sooooooon!!!!

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!

Hope nothing spoils these 3 weeks !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And fucking hell!I selected everything just now,and accidentally deleted it,thank god everything was saved alr!

Anyway,hope i get headmaster commendations and more credit!Must be top in my year!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-26T07:24:00.003Z

Yay yay, 22 more days to end of term!!!WHEEEHEEEE!!!!!!

Better still,end of term reports' coming soon!I really hope my results will stay good for the remaining days,and i have to chase the teachers for my credits! 2 from mrs G, 1 from mr boler,1 from ms johnston,1 from mr turner!!!Yep thats all ,i think!

And yst was ok.

Had chapel in the morning,it was horribly boring,as usual.

Then the choir actually sang lacrymosa by evanescence!That was a shock for me when i heard mr leach playing the tune,and then when i heard that it was lacrymosa,i was really shocked.Cuz chapel is usually those classical music,then suddenly they sang a metal song,lol.

Then mrs warner didnt see my hair,so i pray that she wont notice,or she forgot,and worst,pe today,so yea.

Then skipped 1st lesson cuz of chapel,then 2nd period was my free period,so went back house,wheee! Read the book im reading,seriously damn nice!It's by anthony horowitz,raven's gate,seriously makes me addicted to it luh!I'm alr typing very quickly so i can go up and get the book(im in the quiet room).

Then ate those instant macaroni cheese,nice but fattening,cuz i put butter,and there was cheese,and carbohydrate!

Then it took damn fucking long to cook,so in the end i had to eat very quickly,and it was HOT!lol,then rushed to maths lesson.

Where we did sudoku,quite fun:DD

then break was more reading!

Then hist,was boring?We had to make notes for entire lesson,and just nice,i didnt bring my coloured pens,so i purposely finished the table that we were supposed to fill in(cuz this doesnt have to be colourful),then i started on my notes,but then it was gross,cuz i didnt have much colours in my pencil case,so no choice,compromise!

Then lunch,more reading,and then prepared for games.

Then henry was like swim one length,stop,then swim,stop,then kept stopping,then he wanted to go underwater and wave his hands above water,so it will look like he's drowning,lol.(Yes he is more childish than me:DDDDD)

Then he was talking about the life guard"He is so big sized bla bla bla bla bla" and i said" it's a she"

Then he went "gosh look at his muscles,so big !"

Then i went" it's a she!"

Then he went" he has big abs,trapezius,pectorals etc etc"

Then i went" IT'S A SHE!!!"

Then he went" Oh,it's a she"

LOL.

Then after swimming,rushed back to house,showered with fucking cold water,then off we go to town!

Had a fun time walking down,cuz candace and henry were on the phone,so i disturbed them:DDD

Then after henry hung up,we started disturbing candace.

Then she was like saying how angry her mum was.

SO we shut up.

Then i started making random animal sounds,lol.

Then her mum got miffed off,lol!

Then reached town.

Got our top ups!

And henry like blackberry bold too!EH no he likes blackberry storm,lol.

Then walked to a stationery shop to get the hist plastic folder pockets thing,but didnt get it cuz too ex,will go somewhere else on sat!

Then went to eat,lol.

Then it was fried chicked,so yes,damn fattening.

Then went to netto,got tim's stuffs,and got an energy drink(something like red bull),then went back to skl.

Then after putting my stuffs back in house,went to com room to find sis.

Then went tea.

Then it was pasta,fattening!

Then had so much fun with yentl:DDDD

Haha,i think i was hyperactive cuz i drank abt of the drink thingy,so yea.

Then nth much luh!

Then prep,finished my essay!

And tonight will chiong my hist notes,so i can have an entirely prep free weekend!!!

Then after prep,went back house,read again,then chatted with rhys and god knows who.

Then nth much.

then i was discussing with rhys wot we were going to do in the summer hols:DDDD

Then nth much.

Today didnt really wake up on time,was lazing in bed for abit,lol.

But still woke up after 20 mins or so,which was 6:09,lol.

Then prepared for skl,and made my fringe to the side,cuz needa hide!lol

And most ppl are gonna be on the art trip today!SO i will be alone!lol,no luh,still got someone else who's alone,so can pei me:henry!

lol.

nvm,i hate art anw,so dont regret not going for it,haha.

Then now am here typing this post.

And i fucking cant change the time for the flight back to sg,so no A380,fucking hell,the early flight,my sis is lazy to wake up so early,the late flight,my parents dont allow,fucking hell!They say so late also waste time only,so obviously we should take the earliest flight since they dont wna 'waste time',but then in the end cuz my sis says no,so cant take the early flight.

So if the fucking plane is some old shit,i will really blame my sis for it.

But i dont care,the summer hols flight must change to earlier flight!So can have A380!